lace, ribbons and bows

lace, ribbons and bows ♥

Friday, 27 June 2008.

biggest yay! now that MSTs are over and many of us are suffering post mst symptoms, its the craziest thing but yes, it happens. esp with dejade. HAHA.

please take note:
symptoms: whining and complaining a lot more, talking to things that are not there, fart loudly, brain exhaustion, walking aimlessly, talking about not so normal stuff and thinking about how everything originates, telling everyone your favorite hangout is still the library, laughing out loud all of a sudden, teary eyes, pimples and headaches. get yourself checked yo.

hmm, now that i have my life back, there's so many things i want to do. heee

plan out stuff for connection * prolly the priority now.
get goondie's present, bestie's turning legal. ohmyy. cant wait
shoppingg! definitely. its stress reliever, therapy sessions! hoho. zara sales. ;)
a visit to ice cream chef.
catch up with g8. yes, we havent met in ages!
birthday card for treeeeee.
shop for formal pink top for agm. its a different priority cos its like pink. eww. pink is not shopping.
a haircut ? havent trim my hair for so long.
a cable car ride
date with bf ! gossip, shop, movie. girlie stuff.
bitch session with goondie. happy drink ?
meet wens and val.
starbucks session with jerine. dark mocha frappe is the new love.
exercise! swimming & running. omg, yawns already.
watch moooovieeeee. get smart, hellboy, hancock, batman the dark knight. wheeee.
henderson's wave
bathe weedy.
plan my party. hee hee.
sushi, mudpies and ice cream
play in the rain, and not fall sick.

okayy, i think it will never end.

i promise i will be a good ,
please stop quarreling. please. );

lets hope Spain wins.

its friday,
its friday (:

Wednesday, 25 June 2008.

hello.

one more paper. IHRO. i'm not studying already. so lazy. 12 topics for 10%.
prolly just browse through later. no mood already. its going to be a busy busy after MST.

IHRO paper, IHRO extra lecture, GEMS, overnight discussion/party with games. hohoho.
then saturday busy busy again. welfare meeting and outing, then dinner with daddy's friend.
rarrr. tear me apart.

hmph, i need to talk to someone sooon but no one knows it better than i do. sighs. frankly i realise we have to be grow up and be on our own sometimes. it could be for the better. i dunno. i really need someone to drill facts into my head now, right now. i am such a block of wood really. i cant even make decisions on my own and stop my brain from wondering. okayy, maybe i'll accept it and not harbour any other hopes. this is not going to happen going. it cannot happen.

stop quarreling already.
its just going to make everything worst.

i need shopping. i need to see clothes, dresses, shoes.
its an addiction, its a relief. whatever.
please someone, take me shopping. now.

take note loves,
7th July: chocolate day. (:

so selfish.

you left me hanging by a moment.

Tuesday, 24 June 2008.

MST is a big mess. two papers passed and i screwed up both.
financial management and accountings for hospitality&business law
i have no idea what i am doing with my life. omg.
its so demoralising not being able to do so many questions
& everyone's doing fine.
i swear its bad karma. or ill-fate?
arghh. yuck yuck yuck. i'm like so utterly disgusted with myself.
so useless, so messed up.
worst, i've been eating nothing much but
ferrero rocher, gummy sweets, hello panda, pocky, peanut butter cookies, chocolate digestives
i'm so addicted to coffee and red bull now.
nothing healthy, thats it.
so not fine. ):

slap me and tell me i'm going to get fat. fuck.
please share your luck everyone. please.
bring me back to earth.

anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNE! (: you're legal.

focus, bitch.

fifteen

Saturday, 21 June 2008.

okay, many photos being uploaded here and there. shall do yuqin's one first. hee. ;p

meet the legal 18 boy! ;p

we played a mini surprise for him, it was fun. i bet he love his shirt and card. all so M18-ed. haha. dinner at FIN was not that bad. the prices were quite reasonable for a restaurant, but the service damn slow. like must go to the seas to catch fish and all. err, exaggerated. haha. but really VERY LONG. my ice chocolate tasted like chocolate milk actually, but the ice cream was nice. (:

love giovanni to pieces.

skinny boy loves his fat cake. <3

yes daddy, thank goodness no unglammy photos! (:

omg, get back to FMAH now. dividends, shares, ordnary capital, accrual. ARGH.
geeko time. i swear i put on weight, diet during mst, must. ;p

mst week next week, i'll survive. RARR.

and thats our story.

eighteen

Wednesday, 18 June 2008.

haha, omg. i realised i havent updated in ages too cos the photos not uploaded yet. heee. the giovanni fishing peektures, the banner painting ones and date with bf. wow. peektures coming soon, i promise. one post dedicated to it. (:

oh, by the way. there's this really really lovely place near telok blangah area, mount faber there called the hendersons waves. i swear its the most beautiful civilisation in singapore. the architecture is lovely. (; ideal for suicides though. heee. oh. dont ever think about watching THE HAPPENING. its the worst show ever like no meaning, no climax, no start then end. totally blew off my ten bucks there. but its pretty gruesome, all the way people die can be quite exciting to see. hahaha. for the saddistic i guess. LOL.

i started studying, like finally after realising that i'm only left with less than a week for 5 papers! and i totally didnt understand anything in FMAH revision lecture that freaked me out. like everyone knows whats happening except me. fuck, i am getting the nerd disease again already, like when i dont have my books and notes already, i feeel so insecure. omg. joann is one piece of shit.

arghhh. my bills is here. and my mummy just screamed the house down. $140. hmm. i know its alot, i'll have to come out with a bloody solution. sighs, 2479 messages. dont know why so much also. ):

i need money! i need money! work, anyone?

going out today to celebrate yq's bd later! better start cracking now.
arghhh. miserable life of SP students.
big bang theory is nice nice nice, for geeks like me! HAHA. ;p

jo is screwed, so so screwed.

twenty one

Wednesday, 11 June 2008.

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.

Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.

These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people!

ohwells, tagged by elaaBF so shall be nice and do it. hee. ;D

here goes,
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

i'll cry, feeling very very disappointed and angry. go to my favourite place and sort out my thoughts. calmly i hope.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

to have many many more wishes and put the world on hold. bring whisky back?

3. What will your dream wedding be like?

let it be out of ordinary. (; ROM on the plane, then wedding banquet in iceland, honeymoon in switzerland. hee hee.

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

yes, all the time.

5. What's your ideal lover like?

funny, trust-worthy, decisive, has his own personality character and taste. not easily swayed by others.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

being loved , two - sided?

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

no idea. really.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

sit there and cry then come up with an ultimate plan to get rid of her. HAHAHA. this is a not true, i promise.

9. Is there anything that's made you unhappy these days?

yes alot alot alot. );

10. Is being tagged fun?

quite interesting actuallyy. so far, haha.

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?

i thought the world ends in 2012?

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?

family and friends.

13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

bf is a big fat loser and sucker for me! HEEHEE. ;p ok, sorry huns. love you.

14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?

of course single and rich, its a materialistic world out there. hohoho. ;p

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?

drag myself out of bed everyday. );

16. Would you give it all in a relationship?

yea, prolly if not why get into one?

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

i have to be practical. smart, rich and has a bright bright future ahead? oh, and he must love me more!;p

18. What type of friends do you like?

i like? i am quite anti-social actually. haha. skip.

19. What type of friends do you dislike?

people who i just cant get along. no matter what.

The 8 person that I have tagged to do this quiz:
daddy, cy, yq, jerine, jolene,agnes. need so many?

okayy, shall update the rest of my week another time.
need to get the photos! haha.

thirty.

Monday, 9 June 2008.

hohoho.

back to civilisation, connected to the world once again.
malacca is boring, but i still manage to get stuff.
got my loafers! finally. best buy. very comfyy also.
i grew fatter! );
so people:please stop tempting me with fooood. ):
food is bad, food is evil.
we had 3 meals + all day long snacks + late night supper.
their chendol is the most heavenly sin.

didnt take much sightseeing photos, more in the other camera. so shall upload all these first.
cam-whored with my sis alot alot. be prepared. (;

1st round. more to come,

kungfu panda was not bad, better than i expected for a stoopid cartoon. monday movies are crowded toooo. haha. many parents and children and gay people. the show makes pandas some big fat greeedy slothy animal. haha. ;p went dessert hunting around giant, NTUC and red man! so interesting. meatballs meatballs. (; i survived without chocolate mousse, ice cream and brownie today! way to go! (; hahaaha.

fishing with the gang tmr. haha. cant wait cant wait.

thirty two.

Thursday, 5 June 2008.

i'll miss all.

have fun during MC outing tomorrow.
have fun during gay outing tomorrow.
haha.

bf, i love you lots. please please meeet me sooon.
havent talk to you in ages. miss you alot.
on the phone with you now but i still miss you loads.
arghhh. i need to see you like 24/7.
); need to talk you so much more.
next date soon. peektures. <3

(;

Wednesday, 4 June 2008.

i'm so proud of myself. i went to yishun, you know thats like so far far away from civilisations. met 'daddy', chongyan and yuqin. out with them never boring cos there's so much laughter all the time. from gossips, i swear inside them they are all little bitches, karma- MAXIMUM, to crapping to watching stoopid videos, to seeing old geek photos of cy and yq! haha. damn funny. and we study blogs! stalkers.

gossip buddy's lappy died, so we went to watch narnia. it was not bad but gwen told me some parts already. overall, it was pretty nice, but the ending is dumb, and GV yishun is sooooo coooollddddd. grr grr grr... selfish 'daddy' wanted to loan us his jacket, $10 per hour. stingyyy. feed you to the wild boars first!

had fast food madness the whole day! macs and ljs. i stayed away from fries. so proud of myself. ;p hoho.

yay! i'm going line fishing and ubin picnic soon! how cool is that.
hee hee. ;D

hmm, pep talk yesterday. history keeps repeating itself.
slept really really late. need my nap now. i am not a sloth.
efficiency is loved,
schedule checked; proposal checked

thirty six.

Monday, 2 June 2008.

mummy, please turn the aircon up, its freezing.
i need my hooodie back before i leave. grr grr...

i'm okay already. (: really really really. all i need is a good bitch session with my greatest love and happy drink. but shit, this is my second frappe in like 3days. fuck. pep talk was great. it was so long since we last talked and now we've got common topic all the time. straightened out some of my thoughts. just that the heart needs more time to recover from past abrasion.
but i'll survive.

happpppy drink. (;

i love you gwenda, i really do. see, you are a star. will always be.
we need another peekture together sooon. (;

meetings meetings and more meetings now. and proposals and minutes, i hate minutes and this is really bad karma. really bad. retribution you know. urghhh. this is such a bimbo thing to do i swear. typing all that. Next meeting day: 20 june, 3 in 1.

welfare sub-comm meeting was SHORT but fun. not all spoke up though. dun worry, time will come when they become more chatty and we'll need sound control already. BEST thing was i had to do, MINUTES. wow.

this is what a lazy asst head will do. efficiency and save ink. heees. ;p

my OCs

things can always be the same, but company is always different. brain, please stop it.

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me,
But it's the only thing that I have.

thirty eight.

Sunday, 1 June 2008.

thanks honey-pie.
it did put a smile. (:

jerine, have a safe one week in new zealand. it will be fun travelling with your classmates. miss you tons sugar. had a great time catching up with you yesterday & shopping. we both bought a bag each! (: havent met up in ages. town is crowded. we should never go town on weekends, strictly no. but an exception for you, cos of your mummy' s present. bon voyage, and bring the sheeep back for me.

missing you two babes! ;/

we'll make it out there, alive.

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