class celebration photos. thanks to laysing who went to get the cake.
chocolate craving! reaallly goood.




delifrance with jerine. poor jc people have As so we have to postpone birthdays. but sponsored shopping trip on you after the As. heee;D work hard girl, last lap.



i still need to collate overdue photos! ):



wow! my birthday summarise in ONE word, IT WAS A BLAST. but i am still collating photos. so post what i have first. birthday celebration started on thursday.

surprise by the welfare peeps and the best part , they surprised me with the island creamery mudpie! one whole cake, it wasnt a grand event. i was with gwen at cafe cartel,( yes as usual, bitch session) then suddenly, calls from club came. i was like in the train, just ordered food. so told them cannot, they say abt picnic urgent, i was so worried ok, cos shiying couldnt attend to them then i cant meet them, they wont know what to do. in the end, it was a lie, it was my birthday surprise! haha. i was so so so so so so ectastic and shocked. seriously, i was like such a fuck face. i almost teared, damn happy and surprise cos i never ever expected CSCC to celebrate my birthday with me, wasnt part of any plans!yes, not all turned up but good enuf to make an impact on me def. they sang the songs, i made the wish, blew off the candles. oh yes, bite it off the cake. some 18th ritual and eat it off the plate w/o UTENSILS. we shared, not alot. but everyone enjoyed, they love the recommendation.



more updates in the next post(;











yay! this week ended, finally.
friday's lesson was good that it started late at 1pm, but bad that our PFP teacher sucked.
she's one mean naggy bitch. plus i have to learn accountings AGAIN. ohmannn.
so irritating, all our gems teacher always have to hate us. ALL.
OHWELL. hate her back. hahaha.

no swimming today! ); mens. but that means no more bloatedness and moodiness! YAY! (:
lotsa ice cream lately. today at swensens, gwen & i had confession session over pepperoni and cheese pizza && frosted choco malt with marshmallow and choco balls topped with a choco coated cherry and waffle biscuit. (: the chocolately mudpie no more! thats was what we wanted originally.stupid swensens at tampines ! grrr.

just for laughs, the many uses of toilet bowl. heeee :D







first day of school ! bf and i met on the train, talked ALL the way to class. we were not late! (: haha. lessons started right away & i am already feeling so sleepy in class, first lecture. omggawd. how to last through the next semester ? ):

had late late lunch with sis. been long since we had a meal together. was tempted by the students special at cartel. come on, my happy drink at only $2.80. no way can i resist that. our bill was less than $20 and each of us had a pasta and a frappe.very worth i should say. so go on, enjoy
while you're still a student. spoil yourself. (:





arghhh. went bag hunting but to no avail. i need a bag ! desperately looking for one, like a sling bag that can fit A4. in doomed luck, all i saw either pending, sold or just not the right one. grrr. 9-5 tmr.


its nearing the end of holidays. havent done much, but it was a fulfilling one.
worked my ass off one month & attempted to enjoy the remaining 2 weeks. was able to settle stuff i wanted to do during the holidays, except some things are never solved, still.

went for yet another enlistment for my friend. i will never ever want to attend anymore enlistment, seeing people part really get into me. & i hate parting scenes. stay strong sweets, i still love you loads, i am still in spore(hee!) & very soon 2 weeks will pass!

NOTE: read if you dont mind the whines:
10/10/08 was the worst day of my entire 17 years of my life. i missed the bus, then the train by 6 mins (things like that happen normally too), the atm at bedok mrt wasnt working. so i headed down to orchard straight. i reached there, missed bus 174 by 11mins. when it finally arrive, the bus was so packed, everyone was fighting for breathing space literally. there was this boy, still hanging around on the bar kicking here & there, behaving like some monkey from the zoo. please, he is not even cute. he fell, i laughed. worst is that, his daddy actually warned him, he refused to listen. so he deserve it. alighted near island creamery, then realised i needed to draw cash. i walked into serene centre, no atm. nearest one was at coronation plaza, one bus stop away! i walked... perspired like an idiot in the desert. went to the cash deposit by mistake, then the atm was fucking crowded, 2 persons in front of me took a good 5-7 min EACH. still talk on the phone. arghhh. i rushed back, almost trip over this patch of uneven ground, again missed the traffic lights. on top of that, i was already an hour late. intended to watch movie, they wouldnt let me in. but fuck you, i am 18 this month. fuck. wasted alot of time. plus there was no java chip frappe.

finally its 11 oct. welfare meeting in the morn, outing was pool. damn boring. left for a better life. i went to national library, so unlike me & borrowed a book on recipes. haha. ;p
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best thing was meeting val love! (: study hard sweeets.



the usual thoughts still run through my mind. thinking hard, i shiver.
its as if i'm constantly questioning myself. thinking long & hard.
i reflect about the past semester, the things i'm supposed and expected to perform and didnt, the new friends i made at work, the memorable times spend with the loves.
then everything started falling on me. when school reopens,
i have to face the world back again,
i'm thrown back to that familiar yet strange stage again. i cant hide anymore.
life's an act. mine is.

i really wished i could break free, i wished there isnt anything called obligation.

frankly, i fear my birthday. i dont want it to come.
i'm actually frightened thinking about my birthday & the past.
where the worst is i dunno whats going to happen.
decisions will need to be made & i just hate it.
i want to stay under that blanket and never get out.
ignore phonecalls, ignore humans, ignore world.



internet has been such a letdown. i seriously need to make a date with singtel. i cant even register for my gems. thanks bf and dee ( not for the scare though !) haha. so didnt get to take the exact ones i wanted, too hot. in the end took personal financial planning & world at your fingertips. <-- sounds retarded but its studying gps and google earth.

had an early halloween this year; sweet treats, screamingly funny movies. yay1 ! saturday was a good one. after welfare meeting, went for grocery shopping to make " frosted peanut marshmallow crispy squares! " its a no-bake recipe, good for fellas without ovens. tee hee, ;D it still turned out damn good. i've got pictures as evidences, does not do enough justice to it though. haha. recipe is from kraft, they got many good ones ! go try. (:

http://www.kraftfoods.com/kf/recipes/frosted-peanut-marshmallow-crispy-51559.aspx

yay 2 ! finally found the addams family values dvd. wednesday addams is like my idol.she just wont smile. haha. great comedy movie with a tinge of irony. i like how their worlds are so different from ours. like they love to throw babies, have a long walk in a cemetary. how coool is that ? this is what halloween needs.






work at amara was alright. the staff there are SCARY & some are abit WEIRD. haha. at first was abit mudane, like cleaning water goblets. i did the cocktail, was damn tiring. the glasses were so heavy, had to carry like so many glasses all at once. i'm no supergirl you know & the stupid manager still say ayee, let her carry to the kitchen. arghh. during the banquet was so busy. i had to run 3-4 tables cos the manager never assign properly. damn last minute planning ! run up and down to the bar, then to the kitchen and then around my tables. but luckily, its FLATS, no heeels. if not i will start cursing & swearing at everyone. haha. my work station staff were so confused, like dont know whats happening, so i had to help them as well. ohwell, overall rush like mad,so time passed very fast ! rushed last train back and sleep. so tired i couldnt think.

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its late. just want to blog this quick so i can go to bed. another long day tmr.
thursday was well spent with grandma, brought her to go have vegetarian food.
their menus are quite interesting actually, we had shark fin soup! haha. ;p
we were so full, greedy people us all. then we chatted, havent talk to my grandma since ages.

then today was exceptionally great. met up with djade. ( finally!)
all of shared work experience, holiday trips, gossiped, cam-whored.
had our long awaited ayam penyet at lucky plaza, wanted to catch a movie BUT couldnt decide on one. mama mia! eagle eye! house bunny! (stupid bf watched already! ):)
ohwells, went up to level 9, dunno what chamber thing. & watched "the Fog".
we were screaming at every lil thing, even something not scary. its the one person scream, all scream. omgawdd, this sounded damn bimbotic.
after that, walked around. did abit of shopping! we bought ESSENTIALS.
so we concluded we didnt waste money. haha. dinner was toast opp forever 21.
i couldnt resist agnes' peanut thick toast, it was as if like giving me the "woohoo, i'm peanutty thick, wanna taste me?" but the ya kun kaya toast nicer, the traditional one.

mummy leaving for JB tmr, hee hee. ;D
gonna go search for recipes for tmr. please have the addams family dvd ! ):
rocky road no-bake cheesecake, frosted peanut marshmallow crispy squares, triple layer peanut butter brownies. hmmm. i want to watch house bunny!

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