i've been working for 8days straight and next week will be worst. 11 days straight with no off-days! ): i can just die plus i'm already sick and cant afford to take leave unless i cant get out of bed. caught terminator salvation just now, it was pretty cool like the sound effects and all but kinda unrealistic. actually, i didnt get some parts of the show. hahahah! but ohwell, the explosives made up for it. i was just wondering will that day ever happen? if people dont want to give birth and all. perhaps, in 2018, we'll just be more overpopulated with china & indian citizens. oops.

my logbook has been dead. i forgot to update since 02-03 weeks. have to give to Carolyn(my mentor) soon. eeeks. i miss miss school. ):
gonna crash, tmr work again! thankgoodness its afternoon shift. i need my OFF-day. ;D


ayeee, i'm too lazy to upload photos of cruise so just check out the facebook link. haha. ;D
feeeling really broke already, cant wait for payday! 31 may! quick quick come. oh, and just last tues, we celebrated our boss' birthday! we had swensens ice cream cake cos he loves anything sweet, he turns 63 alr but frankly still look kinda young. everyone in my office looks young anyways. haha. and pretty gorgeous. many yummy mummies! ;) no kidding, just check out the photos. you'll be envious they still look so good after giving birth to 2 kiddos. the lady in the first photo (wearing pink!) is my mentor, pretty aint she. try guess her age! its unbelievable.

cruise day3!








lately been caught at with ITP. really tired and hardly any time to blog. really dozing off already. who knew sitting in a chair the whole day would be so physically draining. its not even exercise! ;( my whole diet has be turned upside down, meal times, meal proportion. this is so bad. next month, i shall eat healthily again. dont wanna ruin my metabolism.

caught angels and demons which i must say its pretty awesome ! i didnt read the book and its still exciting. (: should catch it, like a gazillion times better than da vinci code. ;/ i also tried the bumper car (in funfairs last time!) they have it in tamp, quite ex like $6.00 for like 7 mins? but its worth trying, first time. and jul was so lousy, kept getting stuck, crashed him soooo many times! heeheehee. ;D

supposed to meet jerine (she passed driving! (: yay!) & cheryl tmr but i end work so late so plan's off ): another time perhaps. had so much maggi meee lately. this kitty, our new adopted cat is so cute, always hangs around the 5th floor. and always without fail will try to act pitiful so we can play with herthen she kept seducing my bf! grrr. ;( haha.




i think i shld go to bed now, head's been hurting the whole afternoon alr. gdnight.



we headed over to harbourfront centre right after work, so pathetic right? the boss cant even let us go for one day! ;/ so we had to bring our luggages all the way to work. the cruise check-in was soooo long! the queue was worst than hello kitty or donuts from donut factory! it felt like people in war time queueing for bread or sth. that bad plus the place is so crowded, no seats, like market place! we were given priority queue then we realised we are staying in balcony room ! hahaha. that was like so coool. balcony class (red card holders) are given priority for many things esp check in and check out which is extremely crucial ! dont like the idea of squeezing w ppl, risk getting stepped on etc. we even had complimentary welcome drink, i had champagne! ;D heee.

once we stepped into our rooms, we camwhored all the way cos the balcony was so impressive. the room was so-so. the view was great, it was breezy and very calming. you could hear the oceans. sunrise and sunset were exceptionally beautiful. we were late for the gala dinner with other travel agents so we didnt get to sit together. the food sucked ! my fish was so dry and horrid. the tiramisu was not bad but i had better ones! only the smoked salmon appetizer was up to standard. headed for shower then down to lido for some show, we were conned. it was supposed to be land of make believe but ended up two singers just kept singing for 45 mins. ;/ sooooo boring, walked around the ship then supper at 12 ! i'll just upload a few, the rest is in facebook.



end of day 1.


my lappy died on me! dont know what happened? since i came back from cruise, i cant even enter windows! ;( so here i am, using my sis' lappy! thank god we got spare.. hahaha. cruise was alright, standard for everything dropped! food quality, service of staff, shore excursion at redang was one big disappointment as well. instead of going to many different restaurants to eat in the past, you can only choose one ! and the most ironic thing is, at the karaoke, one drink entitles you to two songs?! i think thats really unreasonable, the least they can do is adjust the rules according to crowd. the mega slide on superstar virgo was so damn slow, you have to waddle to move faster, perhaps the water isnt strong enough or prolly for safety reasons. snorkelling was so lame, we could only snorkel around shore. how many types of fish and corals can you see? ;/ tioman one was sooooo much better! ;D

the best thing about this cruise is prolly staying in the balcony class rooms, we get a different card that makes you feel alittle like VIP! haha, then you get priority for everything, check in to meals and yes, the service staff tend to be friendlier. haha! the room was OKAY, about the same size as inside stateroom, 2 in one room, but the balcony was very impressive, very windy during the night, and sunny, good enough to roast in the day! its also very exlcusive, and private, too bad my roomie was not my lover or sth. hahahaha. i think balcony is suitable for honeymooners and couples but other than eating, drinking and lazing around, there's nth much you can do! arcade is soo expensive! ;(

photos will be up soon, or when my lappy comes back from the HOSPITAL! hahaha ;D
nights, morning shift tmr, 0930! ;(


but perhaps we were from different worlds, with different personality that just wouldnt click from the start. just as much as i want things to be better, things wouldnt. it just doesnt change. we cant change ourselves. i know i have part to blame, but least there was effort done to change. its a two-sided thing. vice versa.

i know this is the start of the same long difficult route again, like it did 2-3 years ago. i thought i never had to go thr this stage again but here i am, yet again. but this time harder, much harder. i hope i dont fail, but its going to make me draw back further. much further. i remb telling G once its over, its over. i am never going to make myself go through such pain ever again.

i really wish things would turn out better but i doubt so. we are way too stubborn, too controlling and too full of ourselves.




uploaded pictures for bkk day3! so tiring job. too lazy to add captions cos its late & i got work tmr still. enjoyyyy! ;/

( bkk day 3! )





watched x-men origins: wolverine & friday the 13th! x-men was pretty awesome, thought it would just be a boring show about the life of wolverine but no actually, met some other mutants like cyclops, sabretooth (his bro, who is his enemy throughout the show!), ice man, gambwit ! (used to be my fav, after rouge!) well, i used to be a big fan of the x-men cartoon on tv. me and my sis would wait every 1130am to catch it on kids central then go gaga over their movies. she likes storm which is pretty cool too. the authenticity of wolverine i'm not sure its true cos what i thought was slightly different from the show. but overall, a pretty good one to catch ! (:

friday the 13th, i shall not elaborate. the killing scenes were gross (some!) and alot of nude scenes which i have no idea why it should be inside. come on, ppl are going to die and almost stranded, they can still make love with each other. ;? well, the killer just wont die. so the story goes on & on & on...

okay! i'm done with day 2 of bkk ! oh yay! i'm going cruise next week, second fam trip this time w/o my boss & seniors. so gonna go enjoyyyy. heehee ;D

( bkk day 2 ! )

HAPPY MAYDAY! :D