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Thursday, 31 December 2009.

its the eve of 2010. finally this yr has ended, i didnt fulfil any of my resolutions but its time to make new ones again. i dont really have to mood to blog about anything, cos no one wants to hear about sad life and rants. and other than that, i dunno whats there to talk about also. 2009 saw many faces, happy and sad, anger and frustration. this was one yr i got to travel so many times.

just a short roundup of 2009 before i go:

jan: was projects month, next mth will be the same. but projs with djade are always a blessing cos we understand each other so well, our strengths and weaknesses which helps to make our life easier as well. cny as usual, but this time w j too.

feb:my first v day celebrated with a guy was quite a memorable experience. bbq & failed camping trip. dee's simple birthday celebration at sakae sushi.

mar: many birthdays! val's birthday surprise at loof then rebel aftertt. grandma's birthday and first time i sat on a motorbike. was a super thrilling experience. daddy's birthday. ITP at sunny holidays starts.

apr: bangkok familiarisation trip with my company. first time travelling abroad w laysing & june & my boss

may: our 6mths dinner at marina mandarin. very awesome food and atmosphere. second trip by my company, starcruise superstar virgo to redang! this time with the usuals and vietnamese girl, melody w/o boss!celebrated my boss' birthday. first time i met j's sec sch friends.

jun: henderson waves, mummy went on holiday for 2 wks without us (first time), cheryl's birthday dinner (also the last time we met up w nic) , got caught at val's condo for sneaking in to use pool.

jul: my biggest birthday celeb crisis. J's 21st bd party at cineleisure, and gwen's bd falls on the same day. rush to places one after another. J's actual birthday celeb tgt.

aug: suppsedly end of itp, post-itp party w djade. very sad news of nic passing on. ): bkk birthday trip w j.

sep: macau trip w dad's relatives and j. sis turn 16. j's hand operation to remove the lump. bd dinner for A and wp.

oct: lantern festival & sparklers w cy& crystal. super many meetups w jer & val. <3>

nov: one yr, went back to nostalgia, dinner at equinox and michael jackson "this is it" at gv gold class. mummy's birthday surprise at dintai fung + hagendazs. jer's belated 19th at brotzeit. bf's belated birthday at hkcafe and club w j & friends. submitted smit proj 1.5 hrs late. ;/

dec: tree's back in sg, met up for lunch, tea and club. the most unforgettable night of my life. agnes' 19th at imperial treasure. getting lost in agnes' car which bonds us even more. A's comms parade made me face my fear. xmas dinner at J's. uncle ly xmas dinner, awesome food. quarrel and quarrel and quarrel. ;/

there still many itsy bitsy events here and there or stuff that only i want to rmb. but basically this is the summary of calendar of 2009. may next yr be even more exciting.


Sunday, 27 December 2009.

why is it so hard to get over something that should not be there even in the first place? well considered forbidden. & only the negative will happen in either situations. there is no alternate solutions except for one that even how much you might detest it, you still have to put up with it without questioning & full of endless doubts.

why so tough? ):


Thursday, 24 December 2009.



tea on monday with the girls are lovely. 1 caramel was abit small, but v cosy place. we had tea and cakes. the chocolate praline cake was the best, so agrees cheryl ! heee (: camwhored, gossip and shared the fat. they have quite a variety of cakes, from cheesy based, to hazelnut crunch, fruity cakes and tarts. we took the tea special, so not that expensive. haha. after tt, head to search for presents ! ;/



tues was dinner with gwen and val. wenn had to leave earlier for dinner w her family and tangyuan session. it was winter solstice, my mummy prepared tangyuan also. hahaha. and wen actually got lost in 313. shes so adorable. hahaha! ;D we wanted dinner at marche but the queue was soooooooooooo longgg, so settled for some thai place opp. was nt too bad, but alittle pricey for the stuff we got. J's green curry was pretty awesome. (: after tat, carried on with shopping from 313 to takashimaya to wisma then ion.




Sunday, 20 December 2009.


so fast, its the sunday & about two more weeks to school. j keeps talking about uni, which makes me so nervous and scared. ): ohwell, this weeek has been fantastic, i basically have something to do EVERYDAY, and i love it. haha.

watched avatar 3d on 17th. pretty awesome, luckily the graphics werent lousy otherwise our 3d movie would be such a headache. had a super bad experience last time. frankly, no big deal about 3d. storyline was interesting, one of a kind. and the na'vi ppl are cute okay, i somehow find them very intriguing. yes, i am captivated by weird, queer stuff. hahaa. our huge bag of chips lasted though we kept munchinggg. got my hp after waiting 3hrs at starhub, worth it cos its a pretty phone. my type of colour. (: hee. thanks for waiting w me, despite ur hunger J.

project meeting in sch on fri then we cooked dinner for ourselves. yong tau foo soup! hahaha. was quite awesome okayyyy.

lunch @ sushi tei w g8 cos treeee's back ! (: food was great esp squid tempura. i'm craving for it now actually. haha. it was a quick lunch session cos many of us had progs after. (photos plsss) i headed down to A's commissioning parade. was rather boring but still a big congratulations. dinner at JP w yw & j. never eat at JP kopitiam, waited more than an hr to eat. mentioning it i am going to lodge a complaint right now. the aunties sat there for more than AFEW HOURS just eating keropok. wtf. and another table, the 4 aunties refuse to leave a table & kept sipping on an empty cup. grrrr. ;/




Tuesday, 15 December 2009.

i do hope what they say, arguing and quarrelling helps to make a r/s stronger. because we just had a major one. thinking about it now, i am still pissed. nothing comes with a guarantee, but when you dont even make a attempt, then thats already submittting yourself to failure (or ignorance?). after so much effort and pride, i dont even get a good answer, i still got it back to myself. for what reason i've done wrong, i dont know. i am already feeling the tear. i am still convincing myself good things can happen. whether or not, its more than just a big question mark? i dont even feel the same like before, like 6 months ago. feelings change and is it time to let it go? make a change? find something new?

i really dont know, every night before i sleep, i think hard and long and perhaps even comfort myself that just because you dont say it doesnt mean you dont mean it but i do hope what i choose to believe will see the good days. i really dont want to see it all coming to an end, i'm too weak. but if there's really no mutual feeling then it is the time. it really depends on how much you want it. though i know you're just saying for the sake of saying, i really dont know if you actually mean it. this is just one barrier, there are still many to come. i can already forsee.

afterall, a leopard never changes its spots. but i'll try. i'll try.

negative things aside, after our massive arguments, we both had cravings , hotdogs from ikea for me & ice cream chef for J. went many many rounds to get our cravings settled and back home for 50 first dates. quite an interesting show, but i think towards the back its abit boring. infact, i think all romance are boring. maybe cos they arent real. give me some ass-kicking, butt-flipping, war-fighting, body-splitting movie anytime.


Saturday, 12 December 2009.


hello! finally found time to upload agnes' birthday photos. it was a small meaningful surprise. we lied about having psych class then ran away after that. hahaha, you know all the little kid tricks.
simple affair late lunch ( cos we took an hour to reach ms) at imperial treasure. ordered two trays of xiao long bao! fantastic. (:



aftermath was good'o ice cream! we had the mix in ones at marvelous cream. 4 of us shared the fats & made the ice cream even sweeeeeeeeeter. haha! mummy happened to be a ps and pestered me to join her for dinner and i actually told her i want to go home to study. but guess what, i slept instead.waste of timeeezzzz. ;/



Friday, 11 December 2009.

yay! the mst is over and its the holidays. the papers were the toughest i ever had. murphy's law really did apply to us! the lecturers tricked us time and again. ): but ohwell, its all done and lets just embrace the goodness of holidays i so anticipated. i am so lazy i told myself to exercise today but guess what i only woke up at 12 & spammed like 3 ep of gg! & hell was it awesome. the fashion, scandals and bitchiness. hahaha!
more fringe and flashfwd. whooots.

watched storm warriors yest, was alright. i do like fighting scenes but minus all the slow-mo action. it totally kills the movie. ;/

omggg, now i cant wait for xmas! time to get presents, plan for parties and go shopping ! oh btw my phone died on me like i cant on it at all. then if i were to get it fixed i might as well get another one cos its not under warranty anymore. so going to checkout starhub plus take this time to switch to a student plan otherwise i remain uncontactable. haha. so if you need to ctc me, prolly try fb/email/ or my home tel.


Tuesday, 1 December 2009.



the weekend treated us well, with the hari raya haji holiday as well as my parents & sis flew off to penang! home alone the last few times, but not this time. we had so much fun! (: caught new moon, it was extremely boring(sorry for the fans) xcept for jacob's pretty hot body, his abs were were for the kill. that edward just looks like some sick druggie. hahaha!

saturday saw us attempting potato gratin which turned out pretty awesome i guess. we didnt follow any recipes, just threw in what we thought should go! haha. nonetheless, for the hungry stomachs, it was ddamn good. my whole kitchen smelt of baked cheese. the picture tells a better story. (: spammed fringe again! so addicted to the series you know. hahahhaa.




after attending CY's surprise nineteen, we were v v late. haha! wandered ard cos we didnt want to go home early so dinner/supper at hk cafe(my fav alr! hahhaa) & talked for about 3 hrs plus? wanted to join in the festive moods & started snapping away like tourists but it wasnt as crowded as normal day what so no one to fight santa claus w me! heeee. ;D




sunday, J came back from driving starving so helped me clear the pasta pack sitting at my shelf for so long. time to go. we "anyhow" again but the effect was pretty yum still( but i still like the potato gratin more <3) i think its either something about us and pasta or pastas are just super easy to cook. for those who think i cant cook, you're terribly wrong!