im so dead bored at work then im here blogging about super random stuff? haha.
i spent the whole day reading blogs, fb, researching some of the lamest things and yet its only 4:46pm!! time pass so damn slowly. making me so frustrated. ):

luckily i hv bf who's constantly free to chat with me thr email. haha! and again we talk abt the dumbest things from hairstyles, felicia chin, boobjobs, katespade, mothers day and gastric. omgawdd talking about gastric, i had such a bad one yesterday then it was so painful i couldnt stand. that bad! by the time i got to J's house, i had a pc of veggie and i felt like puking! in the end, J made me hot milo & horlicks and dug out digestives. its so scary that i am going to permanently put some food in my bag, be it sweet, biscuits or sth! good thing J was there otherwise i might have fainted somewhere! ;/

on a happier note! i cant wait to embrace MAY! or even this week.
28/4 - meeting my sis guides for dinner
29/4 - do sth nice for my colleagues, still dno what yet. heehee
30/4 - LAST DAY at work! dinner with j & friends then movie after / prep for flea & survivorrr!
1/5 - work at NATAS! / flea market at *scape
2/5 - onehalf yrs celebratn w J, prolly gg somewhere gorgeous for dinner! i miss the parpardelle from marina mandarin! & the super authentic huge tiramisu! ((: or triplethree at mandarin orchard! ;D
3/5 - waking up at 4am rushing to the airport to catch our flight to penang!
7/5 - J ORD! finally you get to see your pink I/c againnnn.
8/5 - mothers day!
15/5 - family BBQ
19/5 - SP Graduation ceremony!
21/5 - party with the girls most prolly at grand copthorne!

rest of may enjoying myself, waking up late and lazing ard (; what can be better than this?


parents are away so we didnt have to wake up early (mummy always nags around 11plus 12 buttt its the weekends!!!) slept till 2 then woke up with J feeling hungry!











this week have been more than a excellent fruitful week ...












if they say money can buy you happiness? can it? you can buy friends, you can buy sex, you can buy bags and cars but can it buy love? can you pay someone to love you? and not superficially?

you know things change, we grow closer, we grow more dependent. inevitably, after awhile it is more than difficult to live without each other. then time takes in, friends come into picture, life goes on, work, money, education starts to compete with you. distance between both of you gets further, drifting far apart. it is a cycle, and eventual cycle of every relationship. you just cant keep the flame going even if you offer sex 3 times a week, it is not going to work. why in the world are there divorces? ppl get bored, relationship take a hit. and we just start counting the days.

where in the past, it was just me and you. now its just you and mayb me. i cant keep giving in everytime you want something. in the past i was always first, you would do anything to make me happy to give in to me, now i dont see myself anywhere near. when i throw a tantrum, im being unreasonable, i ask of something, ur friends come first and soon it will be worst when august commences. i dont have a choice. in that tiny world of urs, education and fuck said everything that will help you attain popularity, climb the ladders will take priority. behind every successful man, its just a uncountable number of prostitues & mistress. this is what the world have become, this is what you will become.

mayb i should take a break, mayb we should take a break. then realise if we are a priority at all.


we had awesome vegetarian food at Bedok with grandmama, then my aunties and cousins gave me courage to go pluck my eyebrows. so yesssss, i have nicely shaped brows finally. intially, it was abit painful, but after awhile the feeling was stingingly good. my brows are really little so now its even lesser & im lazy to draw. haha.




yay! im an absolute happy girl. (:


[Updated - 21 April 2010]
cake cutting session today at grandmama's place & i got her a sunflower to brighten up the photos! besides she love flowers (from what i heard frm my mummy) a small cosy gathering where grandma cooked my favourite dishes! beancurd skin soup & steam egg. her steam egg is da bombbbbb! (: durian cake turn out awesome, thick and creamy like really eating the durian itself.




thank goodness its FRIDAY! this week has been long for me, suddenly piled up with lotsa work from both sides. but cleared almost all so monday will be a new week again! now my next big task is coming up with some details on the flyers and advertising panels in the train station for GSS! i cant wait for the grrrreaaaattt singapore sale to commence! i got so many things i wna get. hahaha!

it was kelvin's 21st on saturday and we hunted around town to look for suitable present! actually we slept till one, took our time to get ready laze around then got out of the house only ard 4pm? i just loveeee lazy weekendsss! heeheee.

he booked the chalet at downtown east so yep so near my place! we didnt bbq cos they catered & there is this little chocolate fondue fountain which i ate most from. i even helped replenish the bananas and chocolate. lol. we didnt hang ard for long, just met up with some old friends. standard procedures of birthday photo-taking, cake cutting, and birthday pranks!

our annual giovanni (leftover!) photo. (:

this week has been home and work and home and work but we shld be heading to town ltr cos J needs to cut his locks. hahaha. & i wna cut mine toooo! djade outing cancelled also & we are STILL in the midst of planning for our grad trip. ohmyyyy.

anyhow, its 2 weeks more to end of work at SMRT. kinda excited yet sad. ):

off to please myself with some shopping. ((:



dinner w djade was lovely! changed dinner plans from sushi tei to marche cos i was craving for it. decide to make a reservation and just nice J did too, the staff held our tables right next to each other. it was initially awkward cos he was with his bunch of polymates (all girls, sucha flirtttt. lol ;D). bf & i shared ham & cheese crepes, rostis and my damn good chocolate mousse. seriously, everyone shld try that. gotta get J to go with me again soon. yes, we stole the balloons just for our photos. heehee. after that we were so excited to go shopping, rushed down to cotton on, f21 & yep all walked out of the shops happy with bagsssss of goodies.


oh anw, somehow the pictures are very colourful arent they, so pwetty. i like! (:

some lazy photos we took while chilling at macs waiting for the rain to stop alittle & the crowd to disperse cos trains are so crowded its like clubbing! (almost w/o the music) all the pervertic uncles just stare at you, then accidentally brush their tiny willy against ur ass and oops, sorry crowded train. damn you! ;/

was playing with some features while J gobbling up his apple pie. i actually swapped the colors if u notice, cant really see though! ):




ayeee, im here to whine.

you applied for uni, you didnt hear from them. you complained why they never call you, you stress out over maybe you're nt good enough, why you didnt apply thru discretionary. when they call you for interview, you stress out why they call you down for interview. what are they going to ask? what are you going to write? how to write when you never needed to express yourself in more than 300 words. stress about your limited vocabulary, grammar, subject-verb agreement. then stress you will screw up your interview which i already did. yes, ppl say u are lucky. yes, you know you are lucky but you wasted your chance. after the interview, you sit there stoning for a day stressing out if you nvr see the letter, means you had the chance lost it and/or you are just stupid.

AND IF you really get in, you stress about ur appeal to business cos yes, your nightmare just told you that ur life will suck in psych then u are so close to forwarding ur entire course of modules. then u pull ur hair, stressing out over the interview (repeat previous paragraph, again.)

AND YES, YOU GOT IN. you stress out over ur results, ur project mates, ur modules, ur lonely lectures, ur CCA, your classmates are too smart, too competitive and u cant make it out there alive. u cant complete ur assignments and fall behind everyone else. you stress out over academic and losing urself.

see now you know why i lose weight. read the overused word : stress


yay, last weekend was very well-spent. (: